Every day I wish to wake up with JOY and awake and aware and excited about the possibilities to come for the day. Lately I have not been having that experience. Instead I wake up with a sadness in my heart and it just doesn't feel right. Today was different - YEAH!! My usual style is to analyze WHY?? is that so...or what is making that happen. Today the feeling just IS and light and wonderful. Lois gifted me with a bracelet yestertay - one of those stretchy ones with a saying - "Think a better feeling thought." I slept with it and definitely woke with its impact. Then I decided to go and find Grandmother Moon since she is the gift of the full moon tonight. Not visible with the overcast skies BUT for just a few minutes while I was outside looking, I saw the sun just perfectly shining on the big trees across the way and knew that my feelings of joy were real and I was being gifted. See, it is a short time later and it is pretty dreary today. I captured the moment and received the gift of the Precious Present - wasn't the one I was looking for, but I was open to whatever the Universe had to share!! Now tonight we do our full moon drumming and who knows what unique individuals will come forth to join us at maryi's farm.